more resting

In a semi upright position. I am officially closing my OHSS-watch today. Because I've had it twice, I've been watching out for signs of ovarian hyperstimulation by taking my weight daily, measuring my waistline daily, consciously eating more proteins and downing gat0rade ever so often. My post retrieval stats were 139lbs & waist 34. Today I'm at 136lbs and waist 32 inches (ok ok 32.5) which is my pre-retrieval status so I think I'll get off the OHSS watch today. Thank God for that mercy.

The last two nights, I've had some feelings down there similar to very mild menst.ru.al pain. I wouldn't have noticed it but for the fact that I'm of course looking out for implantation signs ... could that be it? I'm quite calm on the outside but I assure you my brain cells are biting their fingernails or what's left of them. The clinic fixed my PT for tuesday which is 14days post trigger. I wonder why so early but... all I need to do now is survive this weekend and then survive monday and go test on Tuesday. At least chatting with my uncle is distracting me but not for long. I have so much mentally & emotionally riding on this one. DH too. I've never felt like this before. Hope & faith are my only options.

I have that feeling up my nose that signifies the onset of flu symptoms in a couple of days *insert rolling of the eyes* like I need that now. I need to occupy my mind with something, anything. Actually not anything... good things. I think I'll just have to make do with my midday nap.